'Emotion bringS KiDD Far away'

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

BOn voyage

Hi everyone...Im back to blog...ITs been awhile isnt it...So many things happen withinone month plus..
FOr your info,ME and my gf(ICy) broke up on june 11..So its like about a month we broke up...YEs..
WE had so many quarrel the week before we broke up..THe feeling is there anymore..both me and her..We move far apart ...never understanding each other..My attitude of always wanting to win against my gf ANd her attitude of keeping secret lead OUR broke up...EVerything happen for a reason i guess...She don suit me...YEsterday was her last day at MY workplace(RSYC)..She going back on 25 of this month..yes..back TO china...Good thing she broke with me earlier as the sadness is not too painfull...WE never talk since we break..and yesterday was my first conversation..i told her..."ICy,today ur last day right??"
SHE said"TUi lor"
I said"YOu take care k"
SHE said"En en"...

THat was my last ever word to her....BON VOYAGE gerl.....I will keep you in my memory(just memory)..

NEvertheless ,IM always better at work now...MY manager told me"EZol ,IF you stay here longer,YOu could be the supervisor there...And the supervisor pay is about $1900..."
I jus smile...

I prove so much in my work..ppl starting to recognise me in many asset...my looks,work,my attitude and character......THey call me KAzzanova,Romeo and playboy for my attitude...

They call me BEckham for always changing my style at work..yup,my hairstyle,dressing everything..

IM POPULAR at work..the best out of the best..Im born to be a leader not a follower..i love myself now..I deserve better demand including my gf to be....

MY hair all different now..I bleach my hair as well as rebonding...Total cost me about $230 ..EX right..i did it at CIne the loreal salon..here are the picture
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THe they are...A new CHange,a new demand a new life....IM always new...Be the best i can...
MIsses all my friend who view my blog..come back to me again ..

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Friday, May 11, 2007

Hi....im back to blog...and for today,im fucking Piss off with the INdian fucker in my workplace..i will tell you all why im piss off in the later part of my blog...

Last tuesday was our company annual dinner...Well,i lost the soccer tounament..haha...i wear normal,nothing outstanding,just a black pants and a t-shirt...THe one outstanding is my gf...haha..wear till so nice...like wan hong guys like that..haha...had our dinner...YEA..i won a lucky draw...And it was the 6 prize....TOtal there are 100 prize...they start giving at 100 all the way to the 1st prize.....there is also a dikir barat going on...show you the video...




And i was lucky enough to get the 6 prize....It was a lexmark printer cum scanner cum fax...3 in one machine...GOOD ah...
I show you the pic..
It was the biggest box there...



Haha...i was also drunk on that day...went up the stage to collect my prize and the host when.."eh!!!...look out,don drop down the stage"..cause i was standing at the edge of the stage drunkard..then..Got one indian who like my gf come to me and say.."when your gf drunk ah,give her to me..."..FUck la..ka ni na indian...go back india can...CB...they think my GF toy ah!!!!..At last never la...then had our dance...ya..normal la with all the grinding going along...After that night....ME and my gf never go home,we went to the staff room to sleep....so nice and confortable....Woke up the next morning and she had to go for work while im of...hehe..

So,today went back to work and guess wat!!!!!!!!!!!...
Rumors going along that ME and my gf got fuck in the staff room during the night...!!!!!!
I was fucking shock......ME and her never do anything but ppl are making story..I really can swear...
Dono which bastard sabo us...
TO tell the truth...THere are so many guys who are jealous of she being with me...BUt the chinese guys are steady with me...Unlike the iNdian motherfucker...I really hate indian to the bottom now....Wat they wan is just to fuck her and throw..si bei fuck up...MY gf just told me today that yesterday she went out with the indian with one of her gf to drink coffe...And one of the indian ask her.."why out of so many guy,you choose EZol??...."..AND then he compare me with the other indian...PLease la....INdian are not YAN DAO..fucker!!!..they are just losser..talk only,no action..EVerything they do or say is behind my back..HUm JI KIA....Infront me don dare do....

NOw ,me and my gf is trying to clear our name...KAN NI NA INdian...really need go back bangladesh...SO black already,know yourself la....wan chio chinese gerl while your own lan jiao also cannot see...CHow CHee BYe.....

THat is why i hate INDIANS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.......give me some comment in the tag kk..

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Sunday, May 6, 2007

LOVE Icy

Finally back to blog...

Good news is that im ATTACHED again..yea...with a gerl name ICY...she work in my workplace lor..im becoming HONSTER liao ah..haha..
On the first day at my friend house..is yuki and ah hui house..they both couple lor..left me and my gf...Me and my GF stay over at their house.but we haven attached yet...went to DRINK lor..
MIxed all the stupid beer..haha...heineken mixed carlberg mixed gunnies stout mixed tiger beer..WHen everything mixed,DRUNK Lor......

THat is when i told her everything!!!!...that i got like her...Ah hui know i was drunk,so he quickly went to the room to sleep with his gf...So left me and ICY lor at the hall..haha..i was really drunk leh..haha..ask her for stead,AND SHE AGREE LOR...DRINk,DRANk,DRUNk and tired...me and her went to sleep lor..cause got spare room...Don anyhow think ah!!!!!!!..i good boy..hahaha...
Woke up in the morning,went straight for work..After work went to my friend house again...BUT today,i not planning to be drunk...i told my gf..."Today i don wan drunk..I WONT DRINK"..
Guess wat??..she bought 5 bottle of beer..I guess purposely to make me drunk lor..then drunk again lor..same routine happen again..haha..

WEnt to work and there are so many rumors...cause she got two lovebite at her neck..very obvious..And they all know is mE leh..WA LAO!!!..BUt who cares!!
Im so happy to be with her...cause she's the most pretties in the whole club..so many guys like her..including in THE FUCKING INDIAN...haha..but im the closest link..LUcky i can speak chinese.. Cause she from Hong kong..so international sia!!!!..

Brought her back to my home on the third day and was chase away from home..YA!!!.ME and her kana chase lor...Fucking parent..went under void deck to sleep awhile..then went to AL-AMEEN to eat..the nearest 24 hours foodcentre..then went to buy BAcardi breezer to drink...sit under Resident conner..like no point in life...haha,jkjk..Then off to work..

WE are like the centre of attraction in the whole club..the important and the latest headline..ya...like the first page of newspaper...THey call me the the latest HEro..wa lao wei..
BUt it was fun...never thought all this will happen..but i sincerely love her...AND i will only love her...the gerl who showed me around on my first day of work...the gerl name Icy,will always be love by me.....

SOrry guy,don have her pic cause i never take..my hp camera spoil after it was drop into the TOILET BOWL...so suay..im gonna buy a new phone for myself...and then the picture will come..kk...misses all my friends...

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Thursday, April 26, 2007

Attached??

YEa..finally my off day..can update my blog..hai..work till siow la..everyday carry food here and there..going to get arm muscle soon..hehe...Many things happen in work..get along closser with more ppl like, Icy,yuki,gui,chef alex,kumar,auntie ameena,tian yang and more la...MOre and more becoming popular at work..yea..



Yesterday was banquet...it was mediacorp banquet...quite fun la..dressing was nice..KNOW alot of malay gerl but non INTEREST me..haha..Ezol is still Ezol,will never change de...only wan chinese...MALAY gerl are not in my local list..haha..




WELL,im attached now..hmm,been 6 month single up until now...Love dear so much...




To dear: IM sorry to make you hurt the other day..i didnt mean to...i will trust you..promise..




Today she sick..got high fever...worried for her la...don wan anything happen to her..cause she still working...supposely is that today she should be off but cant..so she work lor.. now waiting for her to call me..miss her voice la..kk..




thats for now..

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Thursday, April 19, 2007

Rupublic of singapore yacth club

HEY HEY!!!!!!!!...long time no update liao..kinda busy with work..FUthermore,my stupid COM knock down...hai..now using my temporary com...then block me from login into my blog..
I started work on last friday...IT was a different feeling working in a different traits..
Haha..First day of work was scary cause im afaid of carrying the plates....IT was so many of them...after1 week of training..i finally can carry it resting the tray on my shoulder..SO PROFFESSIONAL..

Know alot of new friends..but most were international friends..AND one things strange,dono why china gerl like to disturb me...like hang close to me..hehe..One of them i ICY and the other HELEN...haha..the HElen always give me a look like so deep...her eye gazing onto mine..very strange the feeling..no word of description...haha..
Those chef over there and the managers are friendly..yeah...good working environment EXCEPT for week end...cause fully pack in ppl due to the BBQ session..

Its quite some time i meet my friend..gonna jio them out soon...This job of mine wont be my future..haha..im going army first...THen go back study,but now im changing field to NAUTICAL STUDIES(training you to be the captain of the SHIP)..then off i GO sailing..I have think it many time..

BEsides,im still young...i can do watever i wan..no one can stop even my parents...and talking bout parent,im still fighting for my rights...Don give a damn about them...

YEA...actually,I miss school!!!!...haha..but a new start a new environment..The day before yesterday night went to DRINk with ben under my blok..haha..abit drunk la..keep on banging the wall..haha..

26 FRee party at MOS ...SHOULD I GO ANOT haha??hmm...

MAybe i will go ba.haha..




Up till here la..update next time kk...miSS EVERYONE..

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Thursday, April 12, 2007

IGNORE!!!!!

IM back to update..sorry ppl for updating slow....KINDA busy..This few days was GOOD AND HELL!!!!!!!...Good was with the friend but HELL is with MY PARENTS..sianz..

Yesterday went to CHeckpoint..With my friends..haha..They went there to have their dinner..ALL order STING RAY except, shermen who order PORK..haha...Then he offer me eat somemore..WTH...well i am OUTLAW..I Do drink,SMoke,girls but not to the extend to PORK...THAT my limit..WE were joking all day long..talking cock..

Ezol:"KIan an!!!..now everytime tag shu ting leh,Why?..want to snatch..haha.."

Kian an:"ape snatch??BUt she look pretty sia...haiya,no need tag so much wat,now got her msn..can talking in PRIVATE..."

EZol:(silence)...hahaha..

THen went to PLAY POOL..as they all just reach the age of 16,So they wan experience playing pool...BUt for me,im waiting for 21,yea..THE KEY TO INDEPENDENT!!!WOOOO!!!

Play halfway,Ben coincedence went there too..haha..HE show me a lighter...YA ...He just bought a lighter of his choice..he say the fire LONGER..haha..

Play till around 10.30pm,went back home...LATIFF,BEn and leon come over my house..STanded,play game mah...

BUt later on ben went home...so me and latiff went to sleep..freaking tired..

Woke up in the morning,ROGER CAll me ..ASk me go chiong ...HE say free party..but sian cause must print out ticket...MA FAN(troublesome)..
SO DECIDED NOT TO GO...

I also cancel MY FILMING today...

THen folow latiff to causeway point to meet his BAND LEADER...EAt at the BANQUET..
LATIFF AND HIS LEADER keep on disturb the cathay supervisor..ITS a gerl SUPERvisor..
haha..

THen went to smoke smoke smoke...WENT to LIbrary then home...which is here i AM...

But my parent,THey didnt talk to me cause they found out i working as part time waiter..IM starting work TML...ME and my parent are not in good erms right now..BOTh parties are avoiding each other...I just wish i could live alone at times..I don like ppl to CONTROL me...PLs give me a break..I do everything i wan as i like...just don bother bout me...

MAYBE i cant make you proud,but still IM TRYING...I need a time off...friends is to only solution i turn to during SADNESS...IM glad having friend but sad to have this LIFE...IM turning EMo...IM living in darkness..WIthout anyone concern...

THIS SONG REALLY EXPLAIN THE SITUATION IM FACING NOW...LISTEN CAREFULLY TO THE LYRIC






Perfect

Hey dad look at me

Think back and talk to me

Did I grow up according to plan?

Do you think I’m wasting my time doing things I wanna do?

But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it

I just want to make you proud

I’m never gonna be good enough for you

I can’t pretend thatI’m alright

And you can’t change me’cuz we lost it all

Nothing lasts forever

I’m sorry i can’t be perfect

Now it’s just too late and

We can’t go back

I’m sorry i can’t be perfect

I try not to think

About the pain I feel inside

Did you know you used to be my hero?

All the days you spend with me

Now seem so far away

And it feels like you don’t care anymore

And now I try hard to make it

I just want to make you proud

I’m never gonna be good enough for you

I can’t stand another fight

And nothing’s alright

Nothing’s gonna change the things that you said

Nothing’s gonna make this right again

Please don’t turn your back

I can’t believe it’s hard

Just to talk to you

But you don’t understand

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Sunday, April 8, 2007

Outing!!!

KK...Im back to blog...now im uploading some video to you tube..haha...Gonna post it at my blog...yeah!!!...yesterday went out with my friends to celebrate JASON BOTAK session(going army la)...
Got ME,jason,davin,mingyuan,wei lun,shermen,kian an,yihong,wei liang,eric and dong xuan..Total got 12 ppl..

Went to cine to watch movie...dono wat movie to see cause no good movie..blur liao,then kian an say,watch NUMBER 23...he say horror movie..so we i said ok,cause jason meeting his friends at Marina....so we watch the 5pm show..B4 the movie we go separate,some go play X-BOX,some go eat and some play pool...I was on the pool side...need to wait 1 hr,so play pool first lor..haha...

At 5pm,we meet at level 4 to entry.....guess wat,we Bought 11 ticket and there 12 ppl total...haha..lol...

but the counter ppl don care so we just went in...AS usual,i love to Kope(steal) their food and drink especially the chicken and drinks...haha...

Finish the movie,all of us kao pei to Kian an cause he say horror movie,at last the movie is like CSI like that..got case one...haha...keep on shouting in the theater...

Ezol"kian an!!!!!,ape ini??..not horror sia..Like CSI,lousy movie..You intro wrong movie la..."
Kian an"Wat?..i see the trailer got horror...hahahah"...

But overall the movie was fine...the main character turn out to be the book writer which is the killer..he was once a detective and he killed a women he love out of depression..and he commited suicide but he never died..B4 he died,he did write a story book of his OBSESSION...All that happen next is that he lost HIS MEMORY...NEW life then till he found his story book again..which recover his old MEMORY....You all should see this movie...and one thing,THe whole movie have a link to the number 23...A number which is known to be lucky but yet unlucky.....

After the movie..we went out to smoke awhile..as usual..haha..then to somerset MRT to travel to MARINA bay.....Joyce met us at somerset...WTH...SHe keep on telling everybody "SORRY SORRY"....cause she late mah...haha..funny gerl...

Once we reach Marina,joyce say she needed to go home ....PPL got curfew ma...haha..bo pien...
Then of to marina south to eat steamboat...We went to dragon village...I Thought the one who serve us is old...so i called "Uncle UNCLE!!!...can smoke anot inside..."...then davin say"Ape uncle...BROTHER la ezol"..hahahaah..

We take the table nearest to the outside compartment cause can easy SMOKE....
Pay money,
Start fire,
Kao pei abit,
Buy drinKs,
ME and jason bought Tiger,

THen of we go eating..hahah...the place was crowded cause got lots of ppl...
Here are some video and picture we took together..My long Soccer friends since secondary 2..haha.,..always together..kana catch police also together...




Pics of me and my friends !!!
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WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!......STILL GOT MORE!!! haha...
After eating,we went to ARCADE,play game haha...enjoying every minute...
HEre i video Taken on DAVin while playing the game....HE was caught candid haha.. WATCH THE WHOLE SHOW kk





And pics taken in arcade!!!

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After everything jason went Park lane to play LAN..so,we all go home lor...ACtually plan to ton..but all the faces like going die..EVEN in the train some were SLEEPing...MIng yuan,shermen,eric all were sleeping...haha ..tiring i guess...VERy hOT day...THis is taken in the train back home..



ANd THere are some candid EDITED of us..funny..look at this..Funny monster and ALIEN!!!

HAppy day but YET A TIRING DAY too..

Reach woodland liao,we went separate way home..i went back MSN awhile then went to sleep..hehe..tired mah...kk..till here then ENJOY THE PIC AND VIDEO...

MISS ALL MY BROTHERS...

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